Because this is who i am.
I'm sophomore in high school in Chicago, Illinois. You like you follow, you don't then you don't simple as that. Feel free to ask questions
About me/Facebook
well hi there,
My name is Samantha, but i prefer to be called pretty much any other version of that name, or anything else i don’t really care.
When i was in elementary school i loved it because everyone was nice to me because back then no one noticed how much i weighed. Going into middle school my parents decided to take me to get tested for diabetes because it runs in the family. My brother came back negative, and me being the lucky one i am have complications. Long story short since then i have lost a shit load of weight and i’ll go to my “fat doctor” i like to call him every three months for the rest of my life.
I loved my family i was losing weight, getting new friends, and getting used to middle school when i found out my mother was addicted to cocaine and had been stealing from me my entire life. She went to rehab and hasn’t relapsed, but instead turned to gambling. I hated my life, i turned to self harm until my friends found out and told the school Councillor whom in which called my dad and told him. I had to tell my mother myself..
High school really isn’t much better, i just finished my freshman year and i held back so much because of everything going on at home. I never even feel welcome in my own house anymore, when I came out in seventh grade as bi i was treated differently and hated it. In the end I’ve been through a lot, and i’ve tried to take my life many times. I just can’t do it though because i know there is so much more to life and that going through all this will be worth it in the end. I love myself and that’s all that matters right?
If you want to talk here’s my facebook, feel free to add me i’ll accept
